Looks like a waxy powder to me, which is what mushmouths is, and mine. If its harsh you're not vaping it right, or use a dab rig if you have one.
Get you a few grams of deems and then make some enhanced leaf, then just smoke it like weed.
Lophs grow slow af, mine are only slightly smaller than a dime, with light on them 365 days. I'll graft them soon which will speed them up, wont increase actives but will grow faster.
Keep those out of the bag and let them dry out a bit. And did I send you lophs, fuck I cant remember anymore lol.